Il Ham Mai Hum

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Welcome to the real world.

My poly life has come into full swing. Tests, projects, assignments, quizzes, they just keep coming and coming. Work pilling up but I won't procrastinate like before. Or thats what I said last time and look where I ended up. Unfortunately, I do feel that my English has been deteriorating as the days go by. It's my new environment I think. The things I learn, the people I talk to. English doesn't play such a big part in their lives. No offense to my classmates though but whats worse are my lectures. Some of them. Not all. Their mastering of the language down the drain. Their oral, atrocious. God please save me from this. I feel like correcting them time and again but I'm sure that they'll just brush me off as some English nerd freak of a student.

No I'm not trying to be big headed just because I received a good mark for my English in my Os. No no. But this new environment is really affecting me and I must rely on this sad blog just to make sure my level of writing stays the same.
Mass Comm! Come and save me!

Kak Na and Abg Iman's back. But it just doesn't feel like it. The hype was there. The surprise too but the events that followed it up can't exactly be compared to last year's drop in surprise. I really don't know what they're up to but sometimes I do feel very isolated from my cousins. Maybe it's because that I have more girl cousins and they go out to do their girly2 stuffs. I am definitely not a girl but I do want to be more involved. The only guy cousin in my generation is all the way at the west most side of the country and we have totally different interests and personalities...oh well, you can't choose the families that you're born into but I'm really greatful of the extended family that I have.

Yay and I'm finally going to play football tomorrow. After close to 2 months of not playing in a decent football game, I'm finally going to get my chance. XD.
And Lance! Thanks for intro-ing me to the world if Beanies or Dickheads. LOL.

Its been a week, but it feels like an eternity. I feel that you're drifting away but you can't be blamed for that. I'm neither angry nor annoyed at this as I know that this will be rewarding at the end of the day. And when is the end of the day? It's when we meet. After anticipation, after empty boring nights, after endless disappointment of no-calls. I can't wait for Saturday.

And yet I don't want Saturday to come. That is when Kak Na and Abg Iman returns to Dubai. I don't want that. Family life is and has always been exciting with them around. They make us famillia click.

But yet I'll see you again. Now this is irony. Or is it?

What up homey?? ~~~Serondeng~~~

I'm missing you like crazy...

ilham26 @ 11:53 pm
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.