Thursday, September 20, 2007
Reflections
I had a real hard time trying to sleep last night. I went to bed at 12.30 but tossed and turned and eventually fell asleep at 3.30 (that was how bad it was). There were too much thoughts going on in my head i guess. I came to a conclusion that I'm very complex and disoriented. I hide my true feelings through denial and a smile on my face. I'm too much of everything but nothing of something. More like a jack of all trades and a master of none. I feel like I don't have individuality. Like im a chameleon and a mix of everyone. And i find it hard to let it out. I can't cry it out thats for sure. No not because of manly ego but i just can't. Crap.
I have everyone but I need someone. I'm in need of someone but i'm not sure who. The search goes on then.
Should i go on and say that this post is too emo and so not me? But that's just denial. Well whatever...
On a lighter note, i have a starbucks interview after buke. Why after buke don't ask me. I've decided to take the job if ill get it. Enough lazing around. I want to try this new thing that i've always longed to do.
On an even lighter and happier note...MOANRINHO HAS BEEN SACKED. Finally that asscunt of a blabber mouth is out. This kills 2 birds with one stone. First, we'll hopefully won't see that asshole around anymore and 2nd, CHELSEA WILL BE SOOO SCREWED!!!
AvramoBICTH is happily pushing MOANrinho out of the doors of SHITford Bridge! HAHA!
ilham26 @ 6:53 pm
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