Il Ham Mai Hum

Monday, November 05, 2007

And so the beast has awaken. It hungers for the stage, the audience, the presence. It hungers to delve into a brand new world, new feelings, new expressions, new situations. It wants, it needs, it has to...act. Drama Nite. Awesome. But honestly, not enough. It didn't and hasn't satisfied my hunger for more time. Time on the stage.

To lose myself into another being, character, person, thing or whatever. I want more, i need more. I can't wait for the next session. It's my addiction, my ecstasy, my orgasm. I need it, i crave for it. I've always loved drama, stage acting. Film wise, so not for me. Theres no kick, no suspense, no stress. Okay maybe there is but so do prefer stage acting much much more. I owe it to my mom for the start of this passion of mine. For the plays she brought me too, it somehow developed into my liking. But for the sustainment, i owe it to someone really special.

To my dearest, most beloved drama head, Aisha Al-Hadad:

Your passion, enthusiasm, interest in drama burns through eternity. You are a symbol of undying faithfulness to something you love most. And its not Rafi whom Im talking about. Haha. I almost gave up on drama. Thats before i entered this club. I didn't expect anything, but what happened was nothing short of spectacular. The way you treated us, the way you opened up to us and made us comfortable with the surroundings of the club. No mental walls, barriers between seniors. We viewed you as friends, but at the same time respected you for who you are. I want your brain! Those ideas, it flows non-stop like a river to nowhere. I wonder how can you see things in such a different way sometimes.

Honestly I have no words to describe what i owe you for fulfilling my dream to act. =) But i have to say this, you can offer any big shot, famous drama person to be my drama head all you want, but if i had the chance, I'll always want you to be my drama head =D.

And yes, i do have a shadow. Both in my acting and unfortunately my attitude. Acting wise, theres always always room for improvement. But the attitude, I'm not proud of it, but it will change. =)

AAAH FINALLY SOMEONE HAS A PIC OF ME IN CHARACTER!
SEXAAAAAY!!!! Me la not you okay neera. HAHA KIDDING!

ilham26 @ 9:01 am
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.