Il Ham Mai Hum

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

It was cool. But i guessed that i should've been myself more and not so awkward.
And when im awkward i talk.
and its worse when you talk about yourself.
damn it.

i hope you enjoyed yourself. If you're reading this.

i did =)

I like this. Credits to dee-ah-nah =)

Still feeling shitty though.

ilham26 @ 11:48 pm
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Oh yes oh yes i do have a paper in 15 hours time but people its the champion's league!

Even though liverpool have been close to or if not, shit, i still love them. And torres is just way to handsome and great but im so not gay. Still, i might like to see martin o'neill next year. Sorry benny pimp daddy, you're not favoured any more.

I'm afraid of DCN because ive underestimated it. But I am going to super study in school before the paper tomorrow and with the company of sakinah, nothing shall stand in my way! Well, besides her wanting her free mcspicy and me blanja-ing her stuffs for agreeing to accompany me study that is. hah!

Guys, and girls of course, if you have super gigantic turkish bread, tuna&mayo and cheese, utilize it because it's the most wonderful thing i've ever tasted. =)

Had a serious and quite heated discussion with isa on msn about traditions, racist culture, society, home club and girlfriends (well its to be continued) hah. Ive been frequenting msn alot lately due to my increased time on the com because usualy right now i'd just reached home from either work or hanging out. Still it has been great because 1, ive made new super fun friends, 2, ive recontacted with old super fun friends, 3, i finally tabbed a song on gp5 which is quite nice i must say.

Well, exams in 14 hours and 55 mins time and id better catch some sleep before the match later.

But before going, an old friend said i have great values and perspectives on situations and that i give great advice and that im funny and cute, a new friend said im very funny and an even newer friend said that im rare and its a good thing. The latter made my day =)

Another friend said im weird though but i'll be pushing her into the dishwasher the next time at work so yeah =D

Im so happy, i'll play the guitar for 10 mins before going to solat. =D

This is random but i miss elly belly(the baby)

ilham26 @ 12:55 am
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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Reason behind me changing back to this skin? I love it. Full compliments to the maker of this skin.

Lets sum up what happened a few days ago.

Spent Valentine's day caressing my pillows and blanket. Lip, tongue and throat locked with medicine and vast amounts of water. Constantly gazing into the toilet bowl.

Gosh now what a valentines to celebrate!

Thanks erin for the present! even though i don't know what it is...because u have not given it to me yet. hah!

Friday was weird. I was better but not better. So i spent the whole day stoning around at home.

Went out to study for almost the whole day with shehz on saturday. At the coffeebean and tea leaf. Airport. Well, the Belgian chocolate latte i ordered was not bad at all. The shot was good and they used 3 la mazocco (pardon if i've misspelt it) shots for the large. I was like GOSH and yeah it really took and effort to plant my ass down for 4 hours after that.
Went to kambing boy's place after that. His parents were cool, although his mum kept calling me Ilhan after constant corrections (i gave up by the 5th time). hah. We proceeded to my place to improve the song we're making and its nice! (though, itll sound nicer on the Dot then Squire but beggars can't be choosers eyy).

Sunday was total DO NOT DISTURB ME, I AM STUDYING day. And my god i really studied. Amazed myself for abit there.

After that I met LANCE. Omg its been so so long since i've last seen him. I miss him so much! We used to do so much crazy shit stuffs during sec school days. We were both 'Gill dogs' though we were always sent out of the class and were always in trouble. Too bad we ended up in different polys though.

We talked a lot about what has happened to us so far. Its great that he's enjoying life a lot now. Especially with his new and "first" girlfriend =). So proud of him since he wasn't really popular with the ladies back in sec days, which still confuses me till now.

Hope you liked your birthday present lance! and thanks for the umm..hotel 81 toothbrush. hah!

Till our exams are over, then we can really hang out. Shisha maybe? =D

Yesterday was part scary, degrading then it became awesome. Oh, add a whole lot of sleepy in there too. Since Sunday, i've only had 3 hours of sleep due to me going to bed at 12 and waking up at 3 to study again. I was in total zombie mode all the way to school. Zombie mode during the exam, Zombie mode after the exam.
Accompanied Kambing Boy to his first impression. Hah i'm so gonna make him suffer during work now! =D
After that i blew $180 in less than 2 hours on a rip curl bag, 4 super cool tees, a pair of topman jeans and 2 starbucks mugs for my parents. But hell it is satisfying. Still, with this, i've been put way off of my long term goal/dream of acquiring a Fender Telecaster Thinline with a humbucker neck pick up and a whole lot of effects pedals.

Yes and i should be studying now. =)

I miss outings like this.

Hah the good old days.

ilham26 @ 1:12 pm
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Sunday, February 17, 2008

BULLSHIT IS MY TEAM.
NO! THE STRIKERS.
YES THE MANAGER TOO.
yeap.

Whatever and tralalala.

Had fun studying (well, if studying is even fun) with shehz at the airport. Covered a whole freaking lots.

And now i need to bathe.

Here are pics of the CNY mini celeb i had with fad,dee, erin and izzati (ill so insist on not calling you izzy =D )

I wasn't in hump mode okay! plus thats just too hard to handle. HAHA

Dizzy swirling lights make me...weird.

A mat and minah couple we spotted. HAHA!

THIS IS NOT ME! ITS ERIN! CANT YOU SEE!??

NYEH CNY kinda rocks for us yea? =)

Now you know...THE TRUTH! (thats the real cloverfield)

ilham26 @ 1:45 am
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Friday, February 15, 2008

A BIG SPECIAL THANKS AND BIG HUGE VERY VERY VERY TIGHT SQUEEZING HUGS TO TWO VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE!

SYARIFF AND ILYANA!!!

For taking over my shift when i need it to be taken over the most (erm..okay..lol)

OMG I OWE YOU GUYS BIG TIME! GONNA BUY FOR YOU BOTH NICE NICE THINGS AND GIVE YOU GUYS BIG BIG HUGS THE NEXT TIME I MEET YOU GUYS OKAY!!!

hmm okay maybe for yana, not so big cos shes like taller than me and like ollie might get jealous and stuff..haha!

THANKS SOOOOOOOOO MUCH GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and syariff...stop being so gatal...i heard what happened. HAHA!

ilham26 @ 10:28 pm
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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

Lets see. Working closing tomorrow, have to hand in project report, exams next week, havent really studied, planned to study today.

And what happened? I got sick. Like real bad sick.

Woke up at 5 am in the morning vomiting out double chocolate muffins from mrs field's, double chocolate frappe frm mc cafe and some chocolate cereal thingy. Yes i love chocolate. Oh i vomited 7 times, obviously i counted, and each vomit session would make a bulimic(aneroxic?) proud.

So i drank a 2 cups of water and guess what? Woke up at 7 + am to vomit out the 2 glasses of water.

The chill i felt was all the way to my bones. The fan wasnt switched on, the windows were closed and i was wrapped up like ayam-pakai-kain in my blanket. Gosh i hope i'll get better today.

Took 2 cold showers, drank gallons of water and panadol which costs $4.70 now (rip off).

Fad came over on the pretext of studying and 'taking care of me' (gosh that sounded so gay). But he ended up playing guitar and watching scary movie. Idiot. Haha.

Okay ive got to pray and study now. STUDY. STUDY. MUST STUDY!

Oh and guys, dont ever go to the mc cafe at lido. Why? IT SUCKS ASS. From the service to the cleanliness. Some idiots could still play around with the steam wand in front of customers. The condiment bar sucks ass and overall the place sucked. Im never going there again.

This is how i'll look like when i vomit. Coolio =)

ilham26 @ 5:36 pm
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I wasn't off on a mini haitus.

Just busy thats all.

Well. Mr. My projects are all over.

But exams are right around the corner.

Splendid.

Nothing much really happened since my last post.

Just that i made 2 songs on the guitar with fad and they sound really nice,

I wrote one song which i think is very relaxed but seemed emo to some,

and i went out with shehzhadee.

Yeap she's a real super fun person to have an outing with.

Am not one to document those things here though.

Hmm did i hear Valentines day? hah.

Nah i wont go into the "Valentines day has no meaning and its shite but im just chaffed cos i dont have someone to celebrate it with" mode, like some people. Cos honestly thats stupid.

Will be working closing on that day and will be too worked up with revision to even bother. But i dont even bother about it.

Having said that, i do miss having a girlfriend, frankly speaking. Miss those late night convos and all the tralalala that goes with it. Well dont we all?

But the funny thing now is that what i miss actually...liking someone. You know. Thinking about them all the time even when you dont want to. Anticipating their replies. That estatic exhilarating feeling that comes when they do. Coupled with the fact that 90% of the time, you'll be feeling like shit. But hey, yin and yang people.

But thats just me and all that tralalala.

Oh! and the reason why i go to salons instead of barbers...is Sweeney Todd =)

Happy Valentine's people =D
Oooh i love my RED HOT hot-pants. haha

ilham26 @ 12:27 am
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Friday, February 01, 2008

They say dude, why the low pay.

Find a new one, come on, there's always another way.

Funny how they're wrong.

For their knowledge of it, is not so long.

I tell them, yes i understand.

That i won't make so much of a grand.

But i do it for fun and laughter.

And i do get that there, now and thereafter.

So please stop saying there's a need for change.

Cos im not bothered bout the wage.

I love the people, i love the job.

So please people, stop asking me to stop.

I mean, where else can you go crazy,

but at the same time, being the opposite of...lazy.

So please let me be.

Or you can jolly well FUCK OFF...please? =)