Sunday, October 26, 2008
I feel sick to my stomach whenever i read about your...
Not much about you feeling...
More of about me being...
I am torn between feeling as if im a friend or a longing, see.
Cos i really do enjoy your company.
but eventually,
i do ask myself time and again,
what are we?
I don't wanna say it out.
Loud.
For fear for the worst.
For the worst does bring fear.
For the worst does bring disappoinment and despair.
But how am i able to keep this fair?
If things would not be laid bare?
If you're curious please do ask.
Maybe we can come to a consensus.
And let this pass?
And maybe i can help you forget the past.
Am i going too fast?
Best case scenario, that would be.
May be better for you, even better for me.
Decisions really up to you see.
And i still do feel very lonely....=(
On a brighter note, I just reached home from JARANRARA with MAKEUP/ALUMNIS PEEPS.
Oh how i miss all of them kecorables.
Just returned from the RELEASE OF THE CENTURY HAHA.
Seriously, aneroxic, bullimic sufferes who are seeking a cure should drop all that psychological
bullcrap and just join any willing Malay family/group during hari raya. HAHA.
So much talking cocking, gossiping, eating, drinking, sleeping, relaxing (not much green packeting though).
It was great and im real glad cos its the only 'friends' raya outing that i have this year.
Or rather, the only ACTUAL raya outing that ive had this year haha.
Pics will be uploaded as soon (or late) as i get them pics okay =).
And last night, i experienced an experience that i would never want to experience ever again...O_O. no joke.
ilham26 @ 2:07 am
Crawls around your room
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So many have complained that i've neither posted n...
I miss...
Yes. No. For the final time.
Dear Friend
It's always about what i want.
Is it just lust, desperation or sincere feelings?
Back to reality
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