Il Ham Mai Hum

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

I promised myself to be nicer to him.
I pray everyday that he'd change.
and that i'd be a better brother.

What do all of us get?

Fuck man. If he were'nt flesh and blood and if this were my house, i'd kick him out by now.
To hell with him, he can jolly well rot in the streets.

He has no damn good reason for his attitude and behavior.

We're not even from a fucking broken family.

Thus shows how bloody hell ungrateful that asshole is.

Yes yes maybe i may not know how it feels like from the parent's point of view.
But is he bringing any joy to this family???

Why always give in to him at the expense of others?
Why force us to give our stuff when ITS A FACT that he's an idiot who doesn't give a shit about taking care about other people's things?
Why go all the way back just to unlock the door just because he's so much of an idiot to not bring his keys?
Why risk the house's safety just so that he could get in when he forgot to bring his keys?
Fuck him la, he can jolly well rot outside till someone gets home.

Why do i always fight with him even though the problem doesn't concern me?
Because it pains me as the eldest to see the younger ones get bullied by someone with a buffalo as a body and brain of a fucking toddler!
Protect the weak yes. 15 versus 11 and 10. Whos the weak one?

Yes the little ones do know how to answer back and it IS rude.
But with a bloody hitler around them most of the time, who wouldn't? they need their rights to their own belongings too.

Whatever happened to asking nicely, please and thank you.
Are'nt we civilised?
Aren't we Muslims?

As a family we're supposed to share yes.
But there's such a thing as asking and not forcing when declined, however much you want it.
Because it is not yours.

I love you ma, pa.
Though i may not know how much you go through day in day out.
But i will never know what your plan is.
But there has to be a line drawn somewhere...

Being brave enough to talk back, answer or to raise your voice to your parents.
It's one of the 7 biggest sins in Islam.
Allah won't even look at you on Kiamah if you're one of them.
And heaven will be barred from you.

I don't want to be part of that just because of THAT idiot.
But yes its hard.

To the people related, don't comment if you haven't lived with him day in day out.

ilham26 @ 12:14 pm
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.