Il Ham Mai Hum

Friday, October 06, 2006

I have exactly a month left to my Os and my prelim results are shit. Except for E maths.

Eng c5
Emath b3
Chem c6
Phy d7
Malay c6
Combined humans a2

It sux la which means that my r4 is 22. Dont even mention about the r5 cause im not harbouring any thoughts of JC. Especially after these marks. Ive got to buck up now. I dont want to be seen next year in green shirts and brown pants and black shoes. All my friends will leave and although i may still have friends in the sec5 na stream things will never be the same.
My days are filled with study, sleep and eat. Well im fasting la so eating will be from 7pm-5am. Well its about 2 months only and if i slug it out now i would have more than 6 months of party. :)

Speaking about party. Its just an exaggeration of my oh so pathetic lifestyle. Im not trying to make u guys sympathise with me but i do lead a boring life. I dont go out much. Each time i see other peep's pics on their outings and such i tend to ask myself why am I not out there. Dont start about the Os please coz even when its not there i would still be in front of the com 24/7. Girlfriends and relationships are almost out of the picture as im just too fickle minded and choosey and the sad thing is that each time ill try to go for a girl ill get rejected. Lol relationship noob. I do care a significant much about this issue but i wont let it get in the way of my studies.

Friends that i hang out with i am thankfull for. The brother clan as i call it coz we were all brothered by lance (dont ask me how he does it). Its scary to think that in a few months time, i wont be able to come into class and say "Its ok, the Ilham is here." which will get an irritated response from the class which is funny, disturb weiboon from time to time. Laugh with the 4 gals in class that im close to. Actually im close to almost all the gals in class if not all. Sit with the clan under the tree during recess time and envision ourselves as hardcore ah sengs with the stacking of an unfortunate someone to top it off. Shouting AhFong to Ah Fong just to irritate her and make her explode (our teacher). Flying eagle or physics-sing Ah choy just to make her threaten us with a 5 hour detention package. I will certainly miss these and more when i get out.

Why isit that when i like someone, its so hard to talk to her but after getting over her its like so damn easy. Well maybe sometimes i over do it but hey, its really surprising. Ok this is random.

On to today's doings.

Normal schooling thursday for me. Had maths tution and i fell asleep while kakla was teaching. Lol. She was like talking algebra and stuff and i was....umm...ummm...zzz...ZZZ...then i woke up with ikin and her staring at me. Haha.
After that i was off to school for nite study. The reason im attending this nite study session is to hang out and at the same time get work done coz i cant really do that at home. I ate a Mc spicy for break-fast which was a bad choice due to the amount of gas it gave me. Kept burping la not farting. After some real good studying, me, lance, fred, jas and cheok went down to the toilets. We went into the ladies' as there were no ladies around. Took our picture through the mirror lol. For some reason its MUCH MUCH MUCH cleaner and nice smelling compared to the Gents'. Oh and no sharp smell of cigarette smoke. After having our fun, we went to the bottom left side of the parade square and just lay down, looking at the moon. The air was thick with haze though. Fucking slash and burn cunts. Fred showed us some nice vids but the 2nd one was quite noob. I wont go into detail.
After that we had our dinner at KFC. Cheesitto. Or whatever u spell it. It was nice. Full of cheese. yum =).

I seriously need someone to talk to now. Well coz im bored to shit. And i still think.......is attractive. lol.

ilham26 @ 12:51 am
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.