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Saturday, August 18, 2007

Self discovery
Random shout: Syahira you don't have to read this post coz its long and you always complain to me that you hate long posts. Okay so random la. okay on to the post.

I think I've finally found out what's wrong with me. I try so hard to be things that I am not or that is not really me just to impress. Impress who I also don't know. Now seeing from a third person's point of view, I think I look totally ludicrous. Whats with all these lies and fake crap about me just to impress. Neh.

From now on it'll just be me and me and me. No change. No adaptations. No chameleon man. No trying to be someone I'm not or will never want to be. Doodeedoo. To focus on my interests and what I really want.

I feel that I've made some progress here. Got through that inertia that has been holding me back for the past whatever-long-period. And I won't let anything distract me. Neither bgr nor procrastination. Bottom line is. I love to act and I want to bring it to a whole new level.

Okay whatever.

Went out with Ikan and Fadlul today. Supposed to swim in school but it rained so we cancelled it. Went to eat at banquet then went to Friday prayers. I love Friday prayers. Wait scratch that. I love praying. =)

After that went over to my place. Doodeedum and off to get Fadlul's OCD. Driveover. Hehoheho. Then ikan went home but little did she know that she would regret it.

SYAK THE STARK'S friends are total awesomeness!!!
Fireworks people. Beautiful, majestic, astounding, mystifying, electrifying, ying, ying, ying and more ying. I love I love!
Whoosh whoosh bang bang. I feel like a whole new person. Okay my camera is crap but enjoy the pictures.