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Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Ive reached the limit see.
And i mean really, i just can't go on.
Despite the words, encouragement, or different.

I just can't see myself doing this anymore.
No matter what i've tried to keep myself sane.
Sane on this path.

Really, i feel like a very square peg in an extremely round hole.
Like postbox in a death metal gig.
Like a dumb blonde in Einstien's book club.
Like me in IT.

I miss the days of long English essays.
The dissection of literature books.
The sharp and smooth flow of emotional verbalization of a story.
When the ideas kept flowing in,
when theres no black, no white.
No Yes, no No.
Just maybe, just gray, just...

What can i do now. 1 and a half years gone.
A potential 2 years wasted.
A potential 3 years wasted.
My potential, always wasted.

Change? Transfer?
Quit, work and start over?
Seems very easy in theory.
And on paper.
But nothings ever easy nowadays.

Oh Allah, the one true God.
King of kings, ruler of the earth.
Decider of our fate.
Show me the way please.
For I am desperate.
To find a way out,
of this miserable state.
To break down this wall,
that would not break.
For the course that I am in now,
I really do hate...

ilham26 @ 11:41 pm
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.

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