Il Ham Mai Hum

Saturday, December 20, 2008

So, it has finally sunk in.

Oh no no, not because of the post that i got.

But the fact that we won't be seeing our seniors anymore.

=(.

God, i've never felt as old as this ever in my life.
I feel, responsible and ancient.

Was it only last april that i just joined stage arts?
That i felt so called 'safe' in the presence of my seniors.
That i felt that all i am to do is follow, follow and follow.
Not lead?

Was it only last year and a week ago where we would always wait for the seniors' announcements?
About events, rehearsals, practice sessions.
Rooms will pop out like magic.
Stuffs to use appear out of nowhere?
And now, it is all on us.

But lets take it step by step. And as a challenge yes.
And I admit, it does feel good to be in charge, even when you're only designated as an assistant.

Seniors, i will miss you, every one of you.

Farhana, your burokness.
Rabia, your tight hugs and scary stares.
Anjana your cartoon like laughter and drama guidance.
Syidah, your lepakness and fun loving aura.
Sara your sweet, cool, calm and collected personality.
Wawa, your gabra, makcikness and attention to detail.
Ina, your tendency to get shocked at every small thing.
Sihah, your fluffy voice and vainness.

All of you made my life in StageArts complete and never once mundane.

And i would really like to apologize,

I do admit that im not really Mr Nice Guy.
I admit that there were times when i complained, whined, sulked, cursed and of course, talked behind your backs.
There were times when i really did not feel like coming, helping, participating.
And i knew that you knew it.

But what i can say is, I am certain that i'm not the same person as I was in January,
or even in June.
And it is all thanks to you guys.
Who molded me in every different way and angle possible.
And i really appreciate it, alot.

I love all of you.
And i promise that as appointed Assistant Drama Head, that i would do everything in my power to keep up the already high standard.
And of course, bring it to the next level.

And hopefully, to emulate your success, and maybe, to have a fellow junior blog about it when i step down next year.

Thank you my dearly beloved seniors.

Runaway From Danger Girl and Miss Distract.

RAFD Girl and The Shaman.

Stretch and RAFD Girl

Our beloved batch!!!

The Year 1 & 3 play.

Year 2 seniors play yay!
ACCORDING TO MY PREDICTIONS!!!...hahah!

Zee emzeez

Our very own composer! Ewwwwnice eeeeee haha.

Si due pat seblah kanan tu tonggek mau apa sih?

Makecouples!
Wawa: Macam nak kawing gitu eh. haha

MCH guys

EEEEEEEEEEEE PORN

THATS TWO GUYS HELLOOO

And thats a guy HELLOOOO!

Nyehhh.

Thank god i didnt make a mistake!

After all the last minute practice

Ill miss the three of youss

Thank you so much guys for coming! It meant so much.
I love all of you =).

I really need to invest in a good camera so i won't revert to stealing pics from others HAHA

ilham26 @ 2:46 pm
Crawls around your room
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I love you for reading my nonsense. Okay you can stop smiling now.