Il Ham Mai Hum

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

So this extra holidays, well extra since after the release of the results, has been a real drag for me. Waking up late in the afternoons, sleeping late at night. I have no point in life and it has definitely taken a toll on my fitness and behaviour. I tend to be more impatient and tend to be more cranky....NOT!. Ok im just as per normal but i do get really bad back aches. Just like last year, when I stayed up late in the night playing the computer =). I did not find a job as i think no employer would want to employ someone who could only work for a month and a half. No no no (this phrase reminds me of someone). So i developed an ingenious plan on how to spend the rest of my holidays without lazing around most of the time (well i blame my broken down oven for that XD )...and the ingenious, incredibly wonderful plan is....To learn how to cook from my bibik! YAY.
(note that i dont say maid as it is so fucking disrespectful to say it like that la.). The future is bright for Chef Ham!! (ok that was lame).

There is nothing like cute Japanese and Jojo songs in the morning to brighten up your day. =).

Apparently i have plans with lance and jas and dua liap today. Playing squash and going to the gym( i think). Ooooh its been like 658276921876989210761932 thousand alien years since i last played squash. I think i forgot how it was like. Yes i most definitely forgot how it was like. Oooh i cant wait. Unfortunately my shoes are all wet from yesterday's footy game so it looks like i have to play in squishy2 smelly shoes today.

Something totally incredible just happened today!!. There i sat down about 6.50 in the morning, just finished my prayers and feeling fresh from the ablution water splashed all over my face. And then the incredible conversation took place followed my the incredible event!! :

Me: Umm... ma, if you have money or get your pay, can you give me money to buy new street-soccer (i cant believe i used this word) shoes, my shoes now da haus* la then its very slippery when i played yesterday. ( hopes very much plus a very innocent but hoping smile XD)
*the sole is...umm..u know old shoes la. =)

Mom: ( Starts to search for her purse).

Me: Gosh! (silently). Omg omg omg (in my mind).

Mom: (translated from malay via my C6 O level malay translation) How much is it?

Me: (trying my best to sustain a very wide grin) Umm, maybe just give me a hundred la and ill try to get a good one like last time which was about $83 so it can last me for a year.

Mom: (hands over da MOOLAAAH) Nah, be thrifty, i dont have enough money.

Me: Thank you!!!! (kisses the top of her hand when taking the moolah & then skips happily into the room like some drunk bitch. ).

As you see, im not rich, like a certain someone who told her mom that i was ;). So these situations are very very rare indeed and that's why i am very excited and thus couldnt sleep so that is the reason to why i am writing in this post at 7.43 in the morn. YAYNESS!! =).

I've been having that feeling since...thursday. Those who know will know and those who dont know but knows me will eventually find out. Yeah. It is a feeling package, full of sweet, du lan, happy and excited feelings. But unfortunately being "it" for one year plus has made me very impatient. But i just cant help it. I just hope things will turn out for the good and the way i pictured it. More or less on that path. I just want to get through that last barrier to nirvana. Lol.
Wait for more posts to see how this saga unfolds. =)

Here are some random pictures that i've took from my phone...it more or less describes the hectic pass year that i have lead :